<p class="ql-block">讀木心的《芹香子》，像在夜色里聽一曲舊夢(mèng)。</p><p class="ql-block">有些相遇，太美好，若早知結(jié)局，也許會(huì)因惶恐而不敢靠近。</p><p class="ql-block">木心以古典的詞意寫出現(xiàn)代人的心緒，讓人讀著讀著，就心微顫。</p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><br></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><i>????中英文誦讀：Sandy Zhang </i></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;">芹香子</p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;">作者- 木心</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">你是夜不下來的黃昏</p><p class="ql-block">你是明不起來的清晨</p><p class="ql-block">你的語調(diào)像深山流泉</p><p class="ql-block">你的撫摩 (mó) 如暮春微云</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">溫柔的暴徒，只對(duì)我言聽計(jì)從</p><p class="ql-block">若設(shè)目成之日預(yù)見有今夕的洪福</p><p class="ql-block">那是會(huì)驚駭卻步莫知所從</p><p class="ql-block">當(dāng)年的愛，大風(fēng)蕭蕭的草莽之愛</p><p class="ql-block">杳（y?o) 無人跡的荒垅(lǒng)破冢(zhǒng) 間</p><p class="ql-block">每度的合都是倉猝(cù) 的野合</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">你是從詩三百篇中褰(qiān)裳(cháng) 涉水而來</p><p class="ql-block">髧(dàn)彼兩髦(máo)，一身古遠(yuǎn)的芹香</p><p class="ql-block">越陌(mò) 度阡(qiān) 到我身邊躺下</p><p class="ql-block">到我身邊躺下已是楚辭蒼茫了</p><p class="ql-block">（1995）</p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;">The Scent of Wild Herb</p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;">by Mu Xin</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">You are the dusk that never descends,</p><p class="ql-block">You are the dawn that never fully breaks.</p><p class="ql-block">Your voice—like mountain water hidden in the deep,</p><p class="ql-block">Your touch—a drifting cloud at the edge of spring.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">A tender tyrant, ruling me with softness,</p><p class="ql-block">To me alone your will would bend.</p><p class="ql-block">Had I foreseen this night’s strange blessing</p><p class="ql-block">On the day our eyes first met—</p><p class="ql-block">I would have trembled,</p><p class="ql-block">Dared neither forward nor retreat.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">Our love began in the wind of wilderness,</p><p class="ql-block">A secret fire among nameless weeds,</p><p class="ql-block">By deserted mounds and broken tombs</p><p class="ql-block">Where no footprints ever fall.</p><p class="ql-block">Each time we were one—</p><p class="ql-block">hurried, breathless, untamed.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">You came as though from The Book of Songs,</p><p class="ql-block">Lifting your robe to cross the stream,</p><p class="ql-block">Dark hair falling like the shadow of an ancient dream,</p><p class="ql-block">Carrying the quiet scent of wild herb.</p><p class="ql-block">Through the fields, across the silent furrows,</p><p class="ql-block">You came to me, lay beside me—</p><p class="ql-block">And the world around us</p><p class="ql-block">Grew vast, and sorrowed, like the Songs of Chu.</p> <p class="ql-block"><b>內(nèi)容解讀：</b></p><p class="ql-block">這首詩寫的是一段既溫柔又野性的愛情回憶。</p><p class="ql-block">前幾句——</p><p class="ql-block">“你是夜不下來的黃昏，你是明不起來的清晨”——</p><p class="ql-block">說的是那個(gè)人既近又遠(yuǎn)，讓人沉醉又無法完全擁有。</p><p class="ql-block">她的聲音像山泉，觸感像春云，柔軟卻讓人心亂。</p><p class="ql-block">“溫柔的暴徒，只對(duì)我言聽計(jì)從”——</p><p class="ql-block">她溫柔卻有力量，只在詩人面前柔順。</p><p class="ql-block">“若設(shè)目成之日預(yù)見有今夕的洪?！薄?lt;/p><p class="ql-block">如果當(dāng)初知道這份愛會(huì)這么深，這么命定，</p><p class="ql-block">他反而會(huì)害怕，不敢開始。</p><p class="ql-block">接著寫他們的愛——</p><p class="ql-block">是在荒野里、風(fēng)聲中的“草莽之愛”，</p><p class="ql-block">沒有人見證，也無法控制。</p><p class="ql-block">“每度的合都是倉猝的野合”</p><p class="ql-block">不是粗俗，而是寫出原始、沖動(dòng)、不可抑制的激情。</p><p class="ql-block">最后幾句轉(zhuǎn)為詩意升華——</p><p class="ql-block">她像《詩經(jīng)》里的女子，提裙涉水而來，</p><p class="ql-block">身上帶著芹香。</p><p class="ql-block">當(dāng)她來到詩人身邊時(shí)，</p><p class="ql-block">世界變得遼闊而憂傷，像《楚辭》那樣。</p><p class="ql-block">?</p><p class="ql-block">?一句話總結(jié)：</p><p class="ql-block">這首詩寫的是——</p><p class="ql-block">一場(chǎng)從荒野激情到古典悲涼的愛情，</p><p class="ql-block">既肉體又靈魂，既柔軟又宿命。</p> <p class="ql-block"><i>??攝影：攝繪主義</i></p>