<p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">文|深海夢(mèng)影</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;"><br></h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">有人說,一天中最令人孤獨(dú)的時(shí)刻,當(dāng)屬黃昏。身在異鄉(xiāng)的時(shí)候,這種感覺尤為強(qiáng)烈。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">周末,本來是想睡個(gè)午覺來驅(qū)散疲憊的,可一覺醒來得晚了,灰蒙蒙的天空如一幅巨畫展現(xiàn)在窗外,灰色色調(diào)為主,沒有濃墨重彩。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">那天邊的云都聚集在一起,像個(gè)巨大的鍋蓋緩緩地壓下來,無形中生出一種被全世界拋棄了的感覺,生無可戀。</h3><h3></h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">對(duì)我來說,這是我能描述出的關(guān)于傍晚最美的樣子。比起絢麗的晚霞,我更貪戀這樣的黃昏。</h3> <p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">如此黃昏時(shí)刻,太陽(yáng)悄無聲息地從西山后方隱去了,月亮還未升起,街頭的華燈亦未初上。霧起時(shí),空氣微涼。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">每當(dāng)這種時(shí)刻,我喜歡一個(gè)人行走在街道上。耳機(jī)里循環(huán)播放著幾首常聽的歌,一直沿著一條路走下去。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">剛剛被雨沖刷過的街道行人寥寥,周圍的空氣凄冷又清新。盡管整個(gè)城市被灰色氣息籠罩著,無不讓人生出一種壓抑感。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">在這樣的時(shí)刻里,我可以不同任何人講話,我可以什么都不思考,也可以不去刻意做些什么,使自己處于一種放空的狀態(tài)。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">僅僅聽著音樂,一步一步走著腳下的路。結(jié)束了一整天的勞碌與疲憊之后,我享受這份清靜的獨(dú)處時(shí)刻。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">然而,思維不會(huì)一直處在真空的狀態(tài)下,偶爾有幾縷思緒從腦海中輕輕拂過,宛如天邊悠悠飄蕩的云。悄悄地來,又悄悄地飄走。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">偶爾,腦海里閃過一些熟悉又陌生的臉。那些過往的零零碎碎,也附著在面孔之上,一同絲絲縷縷滲出。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">這是種奇妙的感覺,并不過多地去捕捉什么,也不刻意回憶,任憑思緒飄過,虛無縹緲一般,但那些久遠(yuǎn)了的記憶碎片又的確真真切切地存在過。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">大多數(shù)朋友都是如此,來了,又消失了,漸行漸遠(yuǎn),我們目送著他們,一個(gè)一個(gè)走散在人海里。即便這樣,我始終相信,每個(gè)人出現(xiàn)在生命中都有其特定的含義。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;"><font color="#ed2308">或許緣分就是這樣微妙吧。兩個(gè)人或是相遇,或是離開,重逢也罷,都不會(huì)是偶然的結(jié)果,人只能活在有限的可能性之中。</font></h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">不論是以怎樣的方式邁進(jìn)結(jié)局,惺惺相惜也好,天各一方也罷,至少有人曾愿意為你停留,為你駐足,這就夠了。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">當(dāng)記憶突然在某個(gè)瞬間定格,一定要賦予給它最原始的模樣,這樣的回憶才是最鮮美的。都說人生若只如初見,只一瞬間的美好,就讓它永存吧。</h3> <p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">我還喜歡注意迎面走來的路人,觀察他們臉上的表情,想象他們經(jīng)歷過亦或是正在經(jīng)歷著何種人生。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">他們大多帶著淡漠的表情,懷揣心事似的匆匆趕路,眼神里倏爾閃出零星半點(diǎn)的光亮。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">他們遇見熟悉的人,停下來打招呼,嘴角格式化地上揚(yáng),那笑容好似刻在臉上似的,嘴角的弧度在擦身之后瞬間抹去。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">以前存在過的,如今都不存在了。曾經(jīng)可以認(rèn)真傾聽的人,早已轉(zhuǎn)身不見。心不再敞對(duì)外開,取而代之的,是隱顯出來的淡漠。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">除去放慢的走路步調(diào),我是否同他們一樣呢?曾幾何時(shí),開始學(xué)會(huì)將內(nèi)心藏在別人觸碰不到的地方,不愿意輕易傾吐,亦不愿意接納。</h3> <p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">這些年,我對(duì)孤獨(dú)有了新的認(rèn)識(shí),它是種抽象的存在,如影隨形,原來不止有形單影只的寂寞。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">有時(shí)候我在想,孤獨(dú)或許是每個(gè)人必將踏上的旅程,可能這世上的每個(gè)人,都會(huì)孤獨(dú)地存在,孤獨(dú)地活著,孤獨(dú)地老去。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">無法排遣,就去適應(yīng),享受孤獨(dú)帶來的清靜,是每個(gè)人的必修課。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">漸漸地,你也會(huì)發(fā)現(xiàn),你孤獨(dú),天邊的云便陪你一起在空中孤獨(dú)地游蕩,這份孤獨(dú)顯得愈加孤獨(dú);</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;">你快樂,天邊的云就變幻莫測(cè),呈現(xiàn)給你一場(chǎng)場(chǎng)千變?nèi)f化的視覺盛宴。每幅畫卷的背后,都對(duì)應(yīng)著不同的心境。</h3><p style="word-break: break-word; margin-bottom: 25px; font-family: 'PingFang SC'; line-height: 28.8999996185303px; white-space: normal;"><font color="#ed2308">直到某天,你也會(huì)和我一樣,突然發(fā)現(xiàn)自己竟然喜歡上了這般孤獨(dú)的黃昏。</font></h3>