<p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;"><i>輕輕的翻閱靜靜的念</i></b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">文/青山綠水映石橋</b></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><i style="font-size:20px;">一個(gè)被父輩們闡述得很窮的地方</i></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是老家 斯文點(diǎn)叫故鄉(xiāng)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">看別人寫的《鄉(xiāng)愁》</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我?guī)捉?jīng)努力 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">用盡全力去回憶</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也未擠出一丁點(diǎn)的愁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">離開家鄉(xiāng)時(shí)只有四歲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">狗娃花 打碗花</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一直是我壓箱底的香味</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">門前的大杏樹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是和一群哥哥姐姐們的味道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">溝底的那口井</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">應(yīng)該還記得我和哥哥的影子吧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">稚嫩的聲音在井底回蕩過</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">對面山上住著外公外婆</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">他家的門檻很高</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我經(jīng)常爬著翻越</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">很多年以后隨父兄還鄉(xiāng)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">更換了很多記憶</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">認(rèn)識了很多熟悉的陌生人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">廚房忙碌的那個(gè)女人是二媽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">和顏悅色笑瞇瞇的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">喚著我的乳名 文文</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">似乎她知道我很多秘密</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">媽媽說過二媽做著一手好飯</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">雖是小腳卻很麻利</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">伺候著一家老小十幾口人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">時(shí)隔三十多年以后</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">父母已然八十高齡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">欲還鄉(xiāng)已無力</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">時(shí)常念叨著一些親人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">哀嘆著人生所聞 所感 所歷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">細(xì)數(shù)著過往</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">大媽 二媽 小姑姑都生病了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">舅舅們都老了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">于是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我兄妹相邀忽還鄉(xiāng)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">父輩們視頻時(shí)的激動</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">老淚縱痕的情景</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不能老炕桌前呷茶敘舊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">彼此笑著問好</span></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">最怕從此不相見</b></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">后來二媽走了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我時(shí)常想起她</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她那時(shí)已經(jīng)認(rèn)不得人了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">見了我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">卻 突然眼睛一亮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">沖我一笑 叫著我的乳名</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也許我長得太像爸爸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">爸爸也走了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">走得那么突然</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">媽媽到現(xiàn)在也反應(yīng)不過來</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我大聲地呼喚過</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">他不回來 也聽不見</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">淚水洗了衣衫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">他們走完了自己的人生</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也許還有很多遺憾</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不知是否帶著鄉(xiāng)愁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">念! 念! 念!</span></p>