<p class="ql-block">獨(dú)立日的長(zhǎng)周末，終于完成了為媽媽畫的第二幅肖像油畫。</p><p class="ql-block">翻出了一張黑白全家福舊照片，作為我的繪畫參考底板。那年，媽媽二十四歲，正孕育著一個(gè)新的生命——我的姐姐。</p><p class="ql-block">視頻里，九十歲的媽媽，清清楚楚地向我描述了當(dāng)年拍照時(shí)她的衣著：</p><p class="ql-block">外面是一件淺灰色呢外套，內(nèi)穿蘭色貼身夾襖，上面印有星星點(diǎn)點(diǎn)的小橫格，配白色圍巾和小帽。</p><p class="ql-block">畫中，我將圍巾和帽子的顏色，渲染了一點(diǎn)淺粉。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block">（這是軟件編輯后的效果，很穿越，不輸現(xiàn)代。）</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">畫到后來，我已分不清，我是在畫媽媽，還是在畫自己。</p><p class="ql-block">大概，潛意識(shí)里，我想以媽媽為模特，畫女人，畫女人生命中的各個(gè)階段吧。</p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">英國(guó)知名作家，諾貝爾文學(xué)獎(jiǎng)得主威廉.戈?duì)柖∮幸欢卧?shī)文：</p><p class="ql-block">“我覺得，女人自稱和男人平等真是太傻了。因?yàn)橐恢币詠?，女人都比男人?yōu)秀。無論你給一個(gè)女人什么，你都會(huì)得到更多回報(bào)。</p><p class="ql-block">你給她一個(gè)精子，她給你一個(gè)孩子；</p><p class="ql-block">你給她一個(gè)房子，她給你一個(gè)家；</p><p class="ql-block">你給她一堆食材，她給你一頓美餐；</p><p class="ql-block">你給她一個(gè)微笑，他會(huì)給你整顆心。</p><p class="ql-block">她會(huì)使你給她的東西放大和增倍。</p><p class="ql-block">所以，如果你給她任何廢物，那么請(qǐng)準(zhǔn)備好收獲成噸的垃圾?！?lt;/p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">找到了這段詩(shī)文的英文原文：</p><p class="ql-block">“I think women are foolish to pretend they are equal to men. They are far superior and always have been. Whatever you give a woman, she will make it greater. If you give her sperm, she will give you a baby. If you give her a house, she will give you a home. If you give her groceries, she will give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be …ready to receive a ton of shit!”</p><p class="ql-block">- William Golding, British Novelist, Playwright and Poet, 1911–1993.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">然而，媽媽是：如果你“給她任何廢物”，她都會(huì)默默承受、并為你清理。而不會(huì)讓你“收獲成噸的垃圾”。</p>